where ive been...

hmmm...
why havent i been writing much lately? where have i been?

*deep sigh*
i dont know.
ive been out wandering waiting for summer to arrive and waiting for love to define itself. and then there have been addictions to help and friends whose lives need help, so i've been playing mother earth- taking too many people into my arms and not really being able to help any of them.
it seems like such a difficult thing trying to create that balance and learning how to take on more than one thing at a time and still manage to come through on everything. i wonder how anyone can do it! some moments i stop and i want to scream <>.

But life is so nice lately. I welcomed in spring this morning (though still rather chilly) at the river with flowers. I got an amazing night's sleep. I've been buzzing around a lot planing for this summer- so many exciting things waiting in San Francisco!! And reading the wonderful e-mails everyone has been sending! ThAnK yOu!! youR support means so much!!

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"The essence of all beautiful art, all great art, is gratitude."
*Friedrich Nietzsche*