Ive been here before...

driving to a friends, originally uploaded by PrincessEmily210.

I woke up this morning to sore legs, tight back, and ovaries that i thought had a time bomb in them--- in 3.... 2.... 1.... BOOOM!

so I took some tylenol, worried too much about having to work tonight (should i try and get my shift covered or have balls and work it through? "but it hurts soooo badly" my inner voice told me after hours on the bathroom floor.
and then i went upstairs in the dim light of dawn. i thought about how i could have seen the sun rise if there were a sun in existance today. i ran a hot bath and listened to the sound of the rain falling hard on the roof. (i miss having a room with windows on the top floor for this reason)

it's not winter anymore. the snow is gone and the rain has come. but i sit back and wonder how it can still feel so bitter outside...

then again, it is only march 23.