Saturday, January 15, 2005

Swinging...


tony swinging, originally uploaded by PrincessEmily210.

A very emotional, disappointing few days in some respets. I spent most of tuesday, wednesday, and thursday feeling very depressed and just muted. i felt stifled and "shut up". I felt abandoned and unwanted. It's a shame what ex's can do to your feelings of self-worth.
driving in the car thursday morning though, after dropping my very ill mother off for some tests, i was overwhelmed with sadness. i was stopped at a very busy traffic light playing Melissa Ferrick's song "Then So It Is" and singing at the top of my lungs. I had forgotten that the windows were open, and the guy in the car next to me just turned over and smiled an incredible HUGE smile. We both immediately started laughing.

Sometimes we need moments like those in our lives to remind us not to take anything too seriously.

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