home, where i rest my bones and lay my weary eyes is here... the wonderful apartment filled with feminine love and support. i have learned so much in the short time since all of this mess began. i feel i have grown so much, yet taken 6 steps back in other respects. i have more questions and fewer answers, but the questions that matter are of a smaller number. my focus is narrowing which is kind of scary-- my mind only able to concentrate on one person, and one fact that he hasnt called yet. but i have hope, and i think thats the most important- that most of the time i look up and i think, i know deep inside "this will all pass and things will work out." (however, there are those numerous moments when i truly believe that this will not pass, that i will love him forever and have to chase him for the rest of my life because i cant- I JUST CANT move on.)
a short, quick post from sick lil ol me.
as soon as this sickness passes i have posts and pictures to share!
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
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