Tuesday, April 19, 2005

wake up. go to bed. do your life right.


hotel mirrors, originally uploaded by PrincessEmily210.

i wake up at 8 am.
no shower. no time.
rush to school to make up the quiz.
I rush to class right after that.
i stare off, unable to focus.
speed walking to my car,
i drive to the river,
take out my camera and shoot
all those pics for class tomorrow.
I stay a while and study some more.
go to the bank
go to the grocery store
check e-mail
write 3 papers
study
i dash to work at four,
and while we are so slow that i only make $50 a night,
i dont get cut until 8,
dont get out of there until 9.
and then i drive an hour downtown,
or fourty five minutes to towson.
i erase my mind
and hang out for a little bit
(although more times than not these visits proove to give more time for school work).
I havent seen my boyfriend *for real* in days.
I leave, get home around 4.
And then I wake up and do it all again.

and thats just a few parts of my day.

I got this post idea from the amazing jen gray. I am completely astonished, after two years of so much illness all I Really did was lay in bed, to see how people day after day get up and put themselves through hell to "get it all done." I have become one of them. So I am slowing down and urging you to do the same. (although i realized that if i could just sit at home for more than 10 minutes without needing to "run out for something" i would get SO much more rest.)

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