wait on me wait on me, i cant keep up i cant keep up...

I feel it.
The stress tugging and pulling me from all directions.
People need things,
and because I am the way i Iam- i do them.
And then I sit here, back sore, legs achey, head throbbing
and i realize i havent slept more than 4 or 5 hours since last week.

I am worn out.
and i am pushing myself too far.
I am trying to do too much
take more photos
write more
love more
I can't handle it.

It's such a hard thing-
admiting your limits.

I need some freedom. I feel too tied down.
I'm having one of those days where you just cant figure out what to do with yourself. (one of those months really...)

so ill make some tea
and paint
then take a long nap outside.