Stuck in muck...

Soon it's gonna rain.., originally uploaded by PrincessEmily210.

I've felt rather stuck lately.

Out of my skin.
Awkward.
Without words.

I can't find who I am and I feel lik I'm just going through the motions trying to kill time.

Love has been such an issue too- waiting for a boy that I am unsure about, waiting for a boy I am still in love with.

I turn 18 on wednesday and I keep wondering how I got to this point.