Thursday, June 17, 2004

On the go...

Lately, my days have been filled with, "I have to"s

Example:
"I have to go to the post office"
"I have to get posters for my new room"
"I have to go to Whole foods"
"I have to go to the library"

Errands are consuming my day and, as dumb as it sounds, tiring me out! Why do I feel that I need to do these things *right now* when all of them can wait a few days. I don't really *need* to do any of them, I just want to, or feel that I should.

I want my life to be filled with reading by candlelight and watching "Under the Tuscan Sun" and lots of laying in bed or laying in the grass laughing. I don't want my life to be run by feelings of things I should be doing.

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In other, more positive news... I am in complete EUPHORIA and delight. I am walking in a constant ray of sunshine....
I was asked to be Sabrina's assistant in her Maine *weekend* workshop. For a whole weekend!!! AAAAIIIIEEE! (for those who can't tell that's the excited noise I always make when things get me happy... or overwhelmed, but right now its happy!) This is such an exciting time!!!

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