My week was filled with moments of stress, sadness, jealousy, zen, sheer happiness, disbelief, and amazement. Looking back on it, I have found that the moments of sadness, stress, and jealousy were brought on because I was comparing myself to other people. Whether it was to the people in my class or to the people doing what I wish I could be doing, I did a lot of sitting around and thinking "Why can't I be doing that?" These moments were practically erased however, by the moments of sheer happiness- taking a midnight walk on the beach and laying in the sand looking at the stars. I kept asking how long it would take to swim across to Europe and how long it would take then to get to Germany. I realized that Brian really is a great friend who, no matter what, will always be there for me.
I took this week to kind of "get away from it all," but I ended up plunging into "it all" head first. And although it would have been nice to have really gotten a full week away at the beach with nothing but sunshine and laughter, I learned so much more this way...
Once I figure out how to post pictures on here my posts will be a lot better, I promise!
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